It’s been three months since releasing my first book, One Proposal. And I have been in a state of uncertainty about next steps.
In all honesty, I thought perhaps the aftermath of writing and publishing a very personal book would look much different.
I had envisioned that by the time I was wrapping up the final chapter of the book, I would have found the one. I mean – because how awesome of an ending would that have been after talking about God’s faithfulness and my dedication to clean up my life where relationships were concerned – in my mind it made complete sense and the perfect conclusion to give readers hope!
Instead it’s been a struggle as I am continually asked about the progress of my newest endeavor. I had hoped for more: more book sales, more impact, more clarity, more purpose…
I wish this process was easier as I continue to understand what’s my next step, even journaling to God:
“Lord I am willing to work, give me an idea, the course, the next step…anything, anything.”